Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 13, 2017

Jason Schneiderman
Mustache

If there is a statute of limitations on sorrow,
then let me celebrate Freddy Mercury’s mustache,
which any Freudian will tell you, is sex, pure sex,
on the face, though when I delivered the news
of his death in the morning papers, I thought
he looked a little silly and gaunt, and because
there was no one to tell me, I didn’t know that
the riff in “Ice Ice Baby” came from one of his
many masterpieces, “Under Pressure.” I hope
it is apocryphal that he pulled over to the side
of the road and tossed out a passenger for changing
the radio station in his car without asking, but
who doesn’t love sex, on the face, on the chest,
in the armpit, in the crotch, in the butt, any
where, really, it can drip from, and he knew
that sex was always the icing to any cake,
even if he left the party too soon, it was his
party. His mustache. His sex.

 

Jason Schneiderman is the author of Primary Source (Red Hen Press, 2016), winner of the Benjamin Saltman Award; Striking Surface (Ashland Poetry Press, 2010), winner of the Richard Snyder Prize; and Sublimation Point (Four Way Books, 2004), a Stahlecker Selection. His poetry and essays have appeared in American Poetry Review, The Best American Poetry, Poetry London, Grand Street, The Penguin Book of the Sonnet, and many other journals and anthologies. He has received fellowships from Yaddo, The Fine Arts Work Center, and The Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference. He was the recipient of the Emily Dickinson Award from the Poetry Society of America in 2004. He is Poetry Editor of the Bellevue Literary Review, Associate Editor at Painted Bride Quarterly, and an associate professor of English at the Borough of Manhattan Community College, part of the City University of New York.

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In Jason Schneiderman’s poem “The Disease Collector,” the speaker awaits the result of a test for an unnamed disease. The reader never learns what disease the speaker was tested for, nor do we ever learn whether the culture came back positive or negative. In fact, much of the poem is a meditation on the various meanings of the word “culture.” Write a poem about HIV—risk, testing, prevention, treatment, living with, living in fear of, etc.—without ever identifying the disease as HIV. To help your poetic process on this topic, check out Schneiderman’s “The Disease Collector,” quoted in it’s entirety in this review by Robert Pinsky in the The Washington Post.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 12, 2017

Jay McCoy
Sweet Ghosts

There are sweet ghosts all around us.
—Nikky Finney

I feel
their eyes

heavy on me,
wondering

what I’ll say,
what I’ll do,

hoping I speak
truth, do right

by them & all
they taught

me. They
watch me

make wrong
decisions, hold

their breath,
sigh, pray

I’ll change
or do better

next time,
but they know,

most likely,
I won’t.

 

Jay McCoy is the author of The Occupation (Accents Publishing, 2015). His poems have appeared in anthologies and journals including Blue Fifth Review, Kentucky Monthly, Kudzu, Naugatuck River Review, Now & Then, Pine Mountain Sand & Gravel, and Still: The Journal. In March, he and a business partner launched a new independent bookshop, Brier Books, in Lexington, Kentucky. Jay holds an MFA in Creative Writing from the Bluegrass Writers Studio at Eastern Kentucky University. He co-founded the Teen Howl Poetry Series in Lexington as a venue for young poets to discover their own voice.

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Since June 2015, every time we post a link to a daily poem on social media, we use the hashtags #hivtest #hivtreat #hivprevent #nohivshame #nohivstigma. We call that our HIV advocacy agenda in five hashtags. Write a poem that honors the HIV Here & Now advocacy agenda: a poem that celebrates the opportunities for honoring sexual health through HIV testing, prevention, and treatment, and that refuses to indulge in HIV-related shame or stigma. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out these profiles of amazing HIV-positive people.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 11, 2017

Jerry Carlin
A Note to A Young Man

after Walt Whitman’s Specimen Days

I’ll recall for you nights when the quick passed,
seeping from their wards through thick concrete walls
cold gray like fingers of summer fog
rolling in, spilling over Twin Peaks, spreading through
my emaciated city. I watched the daily disaggregation
of those who should be your faggot grandfathers.
I’m your gift, son, your small window
to what went down.
Don’t make me your Whitman.
I won’t visit hospital tents again, sit on camp stools,
breathe in the stench of gangrene or comfort
a Minnesotan mother, telling her:
he was affectionate, cradled in his canvas cot,
angels untethered his soul.

 

Jerry Carlin recently moved to Palm Springs from The Pacific Northwest.

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For our first prompt we suggested you write a poem about a person who died of AIDS who meant a lot to you. Let’s try something similar but from a different angle. Write about the work of a public figure who died of AIDS or is living with HIV—artist, writer, musician, dancer, choreographer, actor, activist, advocate, even a porn star you admired. Consider bringing an ekphrastic element to your poem, for example by writing about a specific painting by David Wojnarowicz or a specific film with Rock Hudson. Perhaps a poem about Amanda Blake as Kitty Russell on Gunsmoke. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on public figures with HIV/AIDS.

 

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 10, 2017

Nina Bennett
HIV Test, 2017

No more secret code to be remembered.
No more two weeks of night terrors, chest
pain, scribbling a list of which possessions
go to which friends. No more bargains;
please, just let it be negative and I will never,
ever get laid without a condom.

Now I sashay in to my appointment,
chat with the girl young enough to be my
granddaughter, receive instant absolution
along with a gift card to Walmart.

 

Nina Bennett is the author of Sound Effects (Broadkill River Press, 2013). Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Gargoyle, I-70 Review, Houseboat, Yale Journal for Humanities in Medicine, Philadelphia Stories, and The Broadkill Review. Nina is a founding member of the TransCanal Writers, a group of award-winning Delaware authors who collectively edited and published Five Bridges:  A Literary Anthology (CreateSpace, 2013).

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Write a poem about HIV risk in the voice of a member of a high risk group. Consider these facts:

  • Gay, bisexual, and other men who have sex with men (MSM) have the largest number of new HIV diagnoses in the US
  • Blacks and Latinos are disproportionately affected by HIV
  • Transgender women who have sex with men are among the groups at highest risk for HIV infection
  • Injection drug users remain at significant risk for getting HIV

For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on HIV in the United States.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 9, 2017

Risa Denenberg
Of Countless Deaths

Of countless deaths today,
I’ve witnessed three. To witness
any death is to feel desperately
alive. To discern that one’s own
body lingers at the border between
here and not here. To experience
the shock wave of foreboding. To slip
into a moment of groundless grace.

And if you ask, as many do, why
I chose this job, this charge of sitting
by the bedsides of the dying, I will
only say, because I can. What else survives
the secret love I have for the act
of witness is mystery, even to myself.

 

Risa Denenberg is the author of A Slight Faith, forthcoming in 2018 from MoonPath Press. She lives on the Olympic peninsula in Washington state where she works as a nurse practitioner. She is an editor at Headmistress Press, an independent publisher of books of poetry by lesbians.

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Write a poem about having sex with awareness of HIV. Write from your own perspective, or from that of a persona who knows that they are HIV-positive or knows that they are HIV-negative or does not know their HIV status at all. Try to get inside the mind and body of the speaker. Try to get inside the sexual experience. Is it sex with a spouse? Sex with a non-spousal partner? Sex for money? Sex for drugs? A hookup? A one night stand? A casual thing? Sex with a condom? Sex without a condom? Is it raw? Is it bareback? Is it kinky? Is it boring? Etcetera? HAVE FUN WITH THIS POEM! Don’t be all gloomy and doomy about HIV AND SEX. No handy link to information online to help you with this one. Do your own research. Use your imagination.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 8, 2017

Darius Stewart
“Tests Have Proven This Is Not a False Positive”

in this diagnosis we don’t name names
he is he & she is she      period              do not disturb

the status quo  he is a person of color             so is she
we all are some shade of off-white

if not it’s best not to incite confusion
suggesting that options for race or ethnicity matter

that reasons to have Hispanic / non-Hispanic
as option on medical forms matters    in fact

there are no options for categorical characteristics that matter
including religious beliefs        sexual orientation

etcetera should be the only given box available
anything otherwise is a private affiliation

best kept tight-lipped   as in mother’s maiden name
make & model of first car       date we lost our virginity

breed of favorite pet    probable city to be exiled
in other words what we use to establish

password protection    secure tax information
bank balances              any interior knowledge

to bring comfort so we can rest easy at night
in light of aforementioned diagnosis

we must use in order to survive the future
point blank     period

 

Darius Stewart is author of The Terribly Beautiful (Main Street Rag, 2006) and Sotto Voce (Main Street Rag 2008), each an Editor’s Choice Selection, and The Ghost the Night Becomes (2014), winner of the 2013 Gertrude Press Poetry Chapbook Competition. His work has appeared in Appalachian Heritage, Callaloo, Meridian, Chelsea Station Magazine, and the Good Men Project, among others. He holds an MFA from the Michener Center for Writers, where he was a James A. Michener Fellow in poetry. He presently tends bar at an award-winning seafood house in Knoxville, TN, where he lives somewhat comfortably with his dog, Fry. In Fall 2017, he will begin the MFA program in Creative Nonfiction at the University of Iowa.

 

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Write a poem about “viral load” (the amount of HIV in a sample of blood). Consider the lived reality and poetic potential in terms like “undetectable” and “viral suppression.” Work with these concepts either from your actual first-person perspective, the perspective of a first-person persona, or in the second or third person. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on viral load.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 7, 2017

Sam Avrett
To the death

Greeks and Trojans fought to the death.
Vicious nasty battles on the Aegean,
Broken bones, bloody wounds, shouts of pain.

Those wars are remembered in smooth white marble.
Simple stories with a nice clean arc.

Memory protects us, clears the ugliness, trims the thorns of trauma.
What it felt like to fall, the pain of the bone break, the struggle to stay alive,
somehow we only remember the outlines.

A memorial is dedicated in New York to the plague years. It was.
A bad time, too many ambulances in the night, too many people we never knew.

Idealized pure lines, simple and grand.
The pain barely shows through.

 

 

Sam Avrett works with The Fremont Center, a collective of HIV program and policy consultants who support good grant making, program management, and policy and strategy development for health and human rights.  Sam is also a member of the International Committee of the Netherlands organization Stop AIDS Now!, a Board member of the AIDS Vaccine Advocacy Coalition (AVAC), and a volunteer emergency medical technician on an ambulance in his home town of Fremont, New York. Prior to becoming a consultant in 1999, Sam was a co-founder and first Executive Director of AVAC and before that worked with Gay Men’s Health Crisis, New York Blood Center, and the International AIDS Vaccine Initiative.

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Write a poem about starting antiretroviral therapy (HIV meds) in 2017, either from your actual first-person perspective, the perspective of a first-person persona, or in the second or third person. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on the basics of HIV treatment.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 6, 2017

Roger Ian Rosen
Gary, I Don’t Remember

He was so thin. No, skinny.
Too skinny.
Funny. And wonderful in a way that I didn’t understand
That I understood.
Then he was gone.
Replaced by a fat guy.
They were very different.
But then not.

I have written his death with
Wisps of cancerred glitter.
Disco balls, decapitated and lying in
Slivers at his bare feet.
I have seen him pulled under,
Drowned in a sequin of shimmering quicksand.

What happened? I don’t know.
My fictions are likely kinder
Than the splintery hands and serrated fingers
That reached through him,
Ripping him away in chunks.
1981…2? wasn’t kind.
But I don’t know.

I never knew
Why he disappeared.
I remember him
Sitting. Head down. Conserving.
Or maybe that’s another fiction. I don’t know. Maybe I don’t remember.

I know I didn’t know.
But he was wonderful in a way that
I didn’t understand
That I understood.

It wasn’t until high school.
I asked my mother,
“What ever happened to xxxx?”
I didn’t remember his name. I had to look it up. Had to find the program from the show from a
theater long gone. Age-burnt and separating at the creases. Visible fibers stretched thin.
Too thin.
Gary.
I didn’t remember.

He got sick.
They’d never told me.
He was wonderful in a way that
I didn’t understand
That I understood.

 

Roger Ian Rosen writes so that his husband might ever experience silence. He is author of Backdoor Bingo (a melding of gay pulp fiction and social media ~ over-the-top camp, sex, and silliness…with audience participation!), which is unfurling on Instagram #backdoorbingo (_roger0nimo_ on Instagram and @Rogeronimo_com on Twitter) even as we speak. Roger is currently working towards a Master of Fine Arts in Interdisciplinary Arts at Goddard College in Vermont. (Editor’s note: I could not help myself from posting a link to this video of Roger at work/play.)

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Write a poem about being on PrEP (pre-exposure prophylaxis against HIV infection) in 2017, either from your actual first-person perspective, the perspective of a first-person persona, or in the second or third person. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on PrEP.

 

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 5, 2017

Laura Secord
As Far as Heart Goes (V)

When she resurrects to our awe,
and they pronounce her fit to leave,
she picks Jamal up from school, grouts tile,
paints the hall, and teaches him to read.

Under the starry ceiling
she stenciled, she tells him,
God, who made the world, promised she’d live
till Jamal could manage without her,
and one day they’d meet again.

She lasts till spring, when doctors
attempt to resurrect her, giving chest
compressions once again, but none has strength
enough to mend her warrior’s heart.

 

Laura Secord‘s poems have appeared in the Birmingham Weekly, A&U Magazine, The Southern Women’s Review, PoemMemoirStory and Passager. She earned her MFA in Creative Writing from Sierra Nevada College and has been an offset printer, union organizer, health care activist, teacher, and a sex-educator. For thirty years, she combined the life of a writer and performer with a career as a Nurse Practitioner in HIV care. She is the co-founder of Birmingham’s Sister City Spoken Word Collective.

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Write a poem about receiving the news of a NEGATIVE HIV TEST in 2017. Write a poem that captures that sense of relief combined with that sense of “What if…?” and that sense of “There but for the grace…” or whatever you think it would mean for you or for a person you imagine yourself to be. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on testing negative for HIV.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 4, 2017

Kristina England
Painting the Early 1980s

Lesions emerge
into stained tailspin.
Red drowns
art pieces within.

Hogwash men blame homosexuals,
scrawl on billboards,
radio transmit own perpetual
lies into line-blurred

facts. Society trusts, gets sick,
abstracted disease progresses
into collateral chaos epidemic.
Hogwash men realize own mess,

take action. No apologies given.
Leave canvas-cracked skin.

 

Kristina England‘s poems have appeared in New Verse News, Silver Birch Press, and Topology. She lives in Worcester, Massachusetts, where she is a writer and photographer. Follow her at facebook.com/kristinadengland.

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Write a poem about receiving the news of a positive HIV test in 2017. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on being newly diagnosed with HIV.