What Rough Beast | Poem for April 13, 2017

Melissa Rendlen
We March

Women marched on Washington
more than five hundred thousand members strong.
You may have heard.
My eldest, Marietta and I were there.
We marched five days after her sister’s wedding,
in Texas.
Marietta flew to home to Seattle on Tuesday, Chicago on Wednesday.
I didn’t go home, flew to Chicago and met her there,
We hopped a train at six pm, Chicago to DC.
There were Trump hats on the train, but more pink pussy hats on board.
A picture of all pink hatted in the observation car, published in the New York Times.

We stayed in Pentagon City, twenty minutes on Metro to the Mall.
At least it was on the 20th…
That day we went to the Smithsonian.
Saturday morning the Metro station swarming.
Signs of all sizes, pink hats, old women, young women, gay guys, straight guys,
mothers, fathers, daughters and sons.
Forty minutes just to board, three hours more to the mall.
From every direction pink tentacles undulating toward Third and Independence Ave.

Joy danced across the air, bounced from breast to breast, circled around and lifted you off the ground.
We wove and dove through ever tightening crowds until we could move no more.
We never saw the stage, couldn’t understand the loud speaker, but stood for hours
packed together
singing, chanting, chatting.
A six year old on her daddy’s shoulders, held her homemade unicorn sign that said girl power.
Every direction all she could see was people shoulder to shoulder, front to back, sharing the cel-ebration.

Black, white, Hispanic, Muslim, Christian, Jew, old, young happy in our collective purpose.
A we with people on every continent, including Antarctica’s entire population.
All of us just wanted to say:

Love is love
Black lives matter
Climate change is real
Immigrants make America Great
Women’s rights are human rights.

 

Melissa Rendlen is a 66 year old poet physician, recently returned to her love of writing. She was a Tupelo Press 30/30 Project poet, received Honorable Mention with her first attempt at a chapbook in Concrete Wolf’s chapbook contest, and has had poems in GFT: Press, Still Crazy, Ink in Thirds, L’emphemere, and Writing Raw.

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What Rough Beast | Poem for April 12, 2017

Aimee Herman
Dear America,

We are on a break.

This isn’t the first time we’ve declared the need to test the waters and see other people, but what you’ve done this time, I’m not sure I can forgive. America, your tongue is dirty.

Your knees have not touched gravel enough and you smell. Not like New York City urine drenched, graffiti-ground-upin-potholes, fourth-day-of-forgotten bath. More like your climate is beginning to disrobe and all our coughs are coughing up smog.

The United States of America, you never ask me if it feels good when you touch me. You just lick my bones with your hate crimes and think it will turn me on.

I need space.

This isn’t about Canada, though I can’t pretend she’s not on my mind these days. You’ve made mistakes before:
dance crazes I couldn’t wrap my hips around
North Carolina, your ridiculous obsession with who uses your bathrooms
too many guns
your disregard for the need for free education
Sarah Palin

America, look at your hands! Covered in blood, slurs, misogyny, favoritism, forgetfulness, and all that locker room jargon lodged beneath your fingernails. Your red, white, and blue used to turn me on. All you needed to do was wave your flag and I was ready. You’d whisper Eleanor Roosevelt or Rocky Mountains and I’d lift myself onto you.

Now I’m screaming out my safe word because it’s just too much to bear:

Passport

Aimee Herman is the author of the poetry collections meant to wake up feeling (great weather for MEDIA, 2014), The Body Electric (CreateSpace, 2013), and to go without blinking (BlazeVOX, 2012). Aimee’s poems have appeared in journals including cream city review and BOMB and in the anthology Troubling the Line: Trans Genderqueer Poetry and Poetics. Nightboat Books, 2013). Aimee is a queer writer, performance artist, and writing/literature teacher at Bronx Community College.

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Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 12, 2017

Jay McCoy
Sweet Ghosts

There are sweet ghosts all around us.
—Nikky Finney

I feel
their eyes

heavy on me,
wondering

what I’ll say,
what I’ll do,

hoping I speak
truth, do right

by them & all
they taught

me. They
watch me

make wrong
decisions, hold

their breath,
sigh, pray

I’ll change
or do better

next time,
but they know,

most likely,
I won’t.

 

Jay McCoy is the author of The Occupation (Accents Publishing, 2015). His poems have appeared in anthologies and journals including Blue Fifth Review, Kentucky Monthly, Kudzu, Naugatuck River Review, Now & Then, Pine Mountain Sand & Gravel, and Still: The Journal. In March, he and a business partner launched a new independent bookshop, Brier Books, in Lexington, Kentucky. Jay holds an MFA in Creative Writing from the Bluegrass Writers Studio at Eastern Kentucky University. He co-founded the Teen Howl Poetry Series in Lexington as a venue for young poets to discover their own voice.

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Here is today’s prompt

(optional as always)

Since June 2015, every time we post a link to a daily poem on social media, we use the hashtags #hivtest #hivtreat #hivprevent #nohivshame #nohivstigma. We call that our HIV advocacy agenda in five hashtags. Write a poem that honors the HIV Here & Now advocacy agenda: a poem that celebrates the opportunities for honoring sexual health through HIV testing, prevention, and treatment, and that refuses to indulge in HIV-related shame or stigma. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out these profiles of amazing HIV-positive people.

What Rough Beast | Poem for April 11, 2017

Devon Balwit
Beautiful and Terrible

The wind, while not quite gale force,
is close enough.

It hurtles across the sky to the right margin,
dragging clouds

and cracking trees, a violence oddly wafting
hyacinth

and apple blossom, for it is April. We pull
the dog out

just as a trunk topples at our feet. Our neighbor,
a woodsman,

fetches his chainsaw to lop the branches
and free us.

 

Devon Balwit‘s poems have appeared in The NewVerse News, Poets Reading the News, Redbird Weekly Read, Emerge Literary Journal, Rat’s Ass Review (Such an Ugly Time), Rise-Up Review, Unlikely Stories Mark V! and more.

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Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 11, 2017

Jerry Carlin
A Note to A Young Man

after Walt Whitman’s Specimen Days

I’ll recall for you nights when the quick passed,
seeping from their wards through thick concrete walls
cold gray like fingers of summer fog
rolling in, spilling over Twin Peaks, spreading through
my emaciated city. I watched the daily disaggregation
of those who should be your faggot grandfathers.
I’m your gift, son, your small window
to what went down.
Don’t make me your Whitman.
I won’t visit hospital tents again, sit on camp stools,
breathe in the stench of gangrene or comfort
a Minnesotan mother, telling her:
he was affectionate, cradled in his canvas cot,
angels untethered his soul.

 

Jerry Carlin recently moved to Palm Springs from The Pacific Northwest.

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Here is today’s prompt

(optional as always)

For our first prompt we suggested you write a poem about a person who died of AIDS who meant a lot to you. Let’s try something similar but from a different angle. Write about the work of a public figure who died of AIDS or is living with HIV—artist, writer, musician, dancer, choreographer, actor, activist, advocate, even a porn star you admired. Consider bringing an ekphrastic element to your poem, for example by writing about a specific painting by David Wojnarowicz or a specific film with Rock Hudson. Perhaps a poem about Amanda Blake as Kitty Russell on Gunsmoke. For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on public figures with HIV/AIDS.

 

What Rough Beast | Poem for April 10, 2017

Soraya Shalforoosh
Humpty Will Fail

The flag smells like dollar bills
The dollar signs smells like cement and steel
The cement and steel smells like blood and mud
The blood and mud smells like landfill,
Swamp muck
The swamp monster wears heavy cologne and cheap ties
Tapes them shut with billion dollar scotch tape
The scotch is gold
He snorts it and stalks our sleep—night terrors spread across this land and after three weeks of sweats, clenched heart and screams, my friends tell me the same is happening to them, the same is happening to their coworkers the same is happening to our cousins, to our neighbors, to our teachers, to our doctors, to our prophets, even therapists break silences and have had it too pounding arms rests. Post-it note-filled subways, protest board lined streets, pinks hats on the heads of us like flowers defying snow in spring, marches feet hurt, brains constantly trying to figure out, how and why
Collectively
Our hearts panic and recover
Panic and recover

My couch, I am there with my son, cuddle, warmth prevails as we watch Harry Potter, the Dark Lord and the Death Eaters take over Hogsworth, I keep searching for more messages through Potter, through fables, and folklore how do they banish Voldemort? I study the film more carefully,
My son wants to know if we can make spells, yes we can, we can

Humpty will fall
Humpty will fail
Humpty will wail

The emperor’s daughter’s new line of clothes is for sale
Her dresses smell like boarding school
And the boarding school smells like white privilege
White privilege smells like baloney and reams of blank paper
The blank paper is ready for counterfeit
Rubles, Pounds, dollars and bitcoins
The cash smells
Decaying capitalism wrapped in a flag

 

Soraya Shalforoosh is the author of This Version of Earth (Barrow Street, 2014). She has been a featured poet in the Journal of the Academy of American Poets Emerging Poet Series, and has had poems and reviews in Black Earth Institute, Apogee Journal, Taos Journal, Barrow Street, Lumina Journal, Skanky Possum, and Marlboro Review, among others. She hold an MFA in Creative Writing from the New School and as an undergraduate at Clark University won first place in the Prentiss Cheney Hoyt Poetry award. She has been a guest poet at William Paterson University in New Jersey, Berkeley College in New York, San Jose State University and a guest speaker at the American Embassy in Algeria.

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Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 10, 2017

Nina Bennett
HIV Test, 2017

No more secret code to be remembered.
No more two weeks of night terrors, chest
pain, scribbling a list of which possessions
go to which friends. No more bargains;
please, just let it be negative and I will never,
ever get laid without a condom.

Now I sashay in to my appointment,
chat with the girl young enough to be my
granddaughter, receive instant absolution
along with a gift card to Walmart.

 

Nina Bennett is the author of Sound Effects (Broadkill River Press, 2013). Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Gargoyle, I-70 Review, Houseboat, Yale Journal for Humanities in Medicine, Philadelphia Stories, and The Broadkill Review. Nina is a founding member of the TransCanal Writers, a group of award-winning Delaware authors who collectively edited and published Five Bridges:  A Literary Anthology (CreateSpace, 2013).

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Here is today’s prompt

(optional as always)

Write a poem about HIV risk in the voice of a member of a high risk group. Consider these facts:

  • Gay, bisexual, and other men who have sex with men (MSM) have the largest number of new HIV diagnoses in the US
  • Blacks and Latinos are disproportionately affected by HIV
  • Transgender women who have sex with men are among the groups at highest risk for HIV infection
  • Injection drug users remain at significant risk for getting HIV

For some information that might help your poetic process on this topic, check out this page on HIV in the United States.

Na(HIV)PoWriMo ± April 9, 2017

Risa Denenberg
Of Countless Deaths

Of countless deaths today,
I’ve witnessed three. To witness
any death is to feel desperately
alive. To discern that one’s own
body lingers at the border between
here and not here. To experience
the shock wave of foreboding. To slip
into a moment of groundless grace.

And if you ask, as many do, why
I chose this job, this charge of sitting
by the bedsides of the dying, I will
only say, because I can. What else survives
the secret love I have for the act
of witness is mystery, even to myself.

 

Risa Denenberg is the author of A Slight Faith, forthcoming in 2018 from MoonPath Press. She lives on the Olympic peninsula in Washington state where she works as a nurse practitioner. She is an editor at Headmistress Press, an independent publisher of books of poetry by lesbians.

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Here is today’s prompt

(optional as always)

Write a poem about having sex with awareness of HIV. Write from your own perspective, or from that of a persona who knows that they are HIV-positive or knows that they are HIV-negative or does not know their HIV status at all. Try to get inside the mind and body of the speaker. Try to get inside the sexual experience. Is it sex with a spouse? Sex with a non-spousal partner? Sex for money? Sex for drugs? A hookup? A one night stand? A casual thing? Sex with a condom? Sex without a condom? Is it raw? Is it bareback? Is it kinky? Is it boring? Etcetera? HAVE FUN WITH THIS POEM! Don’t be all gloomy and doomy about HIV AND SEX. No handy link to information online to help you with this one. Do your own research. Use your imagination.

What Rough Beast | Poem for April 9, 2017

Devi S. Laskar
from State of the Art, State of the Union

10. The tally miscounted

Not like it was Chinese takeout on a faulty phone line
with fifty people talking in the background. According
to the prophets and the fortune-tellers, the flies and frogs
were supposed to kick-start the end of times. Yet the talking
heads on TV were still smiling, pointing out in soothsayer
voices that not all seven plagues had visited. And the order
was wrong. First came the short-horned grasshoppers, locusts
really. Then a lengthy eclipse which some took to mean
the starting line for eternal darkness, but scientists
explained it away along with the Periodic Table and Darwin’s
Theory of Evolution. No flies, just fat-bellied frogs. No rivers
of blood, just ribbons of red dust and clay exposed from
the droughts, no death of first-born children except at the hands
of world war, road rage and ethnic cleansing, drunkenness.
It did rain for forty days and hail, but after the fire was already out.

 

Devi S. Laskar is the author of Gas & Food, No Lodging (Finishing Line Press, 2017). Her poems have appeared in The Raleigh Review and other journals. She holds an MFA from Columbia University and an MA in South Asian Studies from the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. She lives in California.

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What Rough Beast | Poem for April 8, 2017

Sarah Sala
The News

Today federal officials apprehended
an undocumented brain tumor
and transported her to a detention center.

45 declared: We’re getting really bad dudes
out of this country. And at a rate that nobody’s
ever seen before. And they’re the bad ones.

For weeks, my brain crashed through the waterblack
basement of alternate galaxies before coming
to a halt on my pillow.

This tumor and I, we share the same name.
You have a beautiful brain, my neurologist beamed.
A printout of alpha waves trailed across his legs.

See that gap? That’s where you blinked!
In the Old French, to deport is to be patient.
What is language, but the genesis of crime?

45’s vice his tongue: to drive out by order.
I feel dizzy, with pain. Heavy eyes. Nausea.
The tongue is not always responsive.

 

Sarah Sala is the author of The Ghost Assembly Line (Finishing Line Press , 2016). Her poem “Hydrogen” was recently featured in the “Elements” episode of NPR’s hit show Radiolab in collaboration with Emotive Fruition. Sarah’s poems appear in Atlas Review, The Stockholm Review of Literature, and Poetry Ireland Review, among others. Visit her at SarahSala.com

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