Colin D. Halloran
Elegy in Ash

Julie’s fists are white
clenched—drained of blood, like
anguished screams have drained her being.

Smoke sprawls heavy on everything,
an unwanted lover lingering while
Julie’s fists turn white with rage.

White like ash she inhumes with every breath,
death and memory filling voids left by
anguished screams that drained her being.

The West Coast struggles for air;
she struggles to not breathe in her friends.
Julie’s fists are white as ghosts.

White like teeth telling tales to coroners,
like faces hearing coroners’ tales, tales turning
to anguished screams that drain her being.

Passion—love—is said to burn.
But all fires consume their fuel and
Julie’s fists are white with
anguished screams. Her being: drained.

—Submitted on 09/22/2020

Colin D. Halloran is the author American Etiquette (Main Street Rag, 2020), Icarian Flux (Main Street Rag, 2015), and Shortly Thereafter (Mint Hill Books, 2012), winner of the Main Street Rag Poetry Book Award. His poems have appeared in BluePrint Review, Caper Literary Journal, Long River Run, Medulla Review, The New York Times, and other journals. Halloran holds an MFA from Fairfield University.

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Cynthia Linn Bates
Abyss

I hate that everywhere hurts these days,
inside and outside.
Hate that I drag through the day,
scared to turn on the news,
more scared to turn it off.

Hate this daily dismal dance,
one step forward,
two steps back,
simply marking time
holding my breath.

Hate being swept toward the cliff
against my better judgement,
against my will, or my protests.
Hate the pushy lemmings
cheering my descent.

Hate this ash grey
smeared on my soul
as if I’m watching a house burn,
hoping no one inside dies,
knowing someone will.

Hate the feel of hate
churning, bubbling,
molten acid sharp,
sinking through my bones
my brain, my heart.

What I hate most—
I saw this coming,
felt when it came,
like I’ve been here before,
lived it before,

and it killed me before.

—Submitted on 09/21/2020

Cynthia Linn Bates lives in San Luis Obispo County. Her poems, stories, and essays have appeared in the Los Angeles Times, the San Louis Obispo Tribune, Kites Tales, and other publications, journals, and anthologies. 

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Gale Batchelder
Once I knew

how to walk  among crowds     how to count a day    and what to count on    
or so I believed     a way to breathe all     that surrounded me     to be in concert with    
now empty     that one late August day       the grass would turn brown 
and bicycles  multiply with students     

why set aside a shared street     no one strolling     on their way     to visit a friend     
a bottle of wine      swung gently by their side     held by its cool neck in a paper bag       
or re-usable shopping sack     

where is the mirror of other people       to show us who we are     to purpose ourselves      
by a gesture of    come or    go     we’re all traveling in the same     direction 
around the pond to limit      our breath and shield       our tomorrow

—Submitted on 09/21/2020

Gale Batchelder‘s poems have appeared in Colorado Review, Amethyst Arsenic, White Whale Review, and other journals, as well as in the anthologies New Smoke: An Anthology of Poetry Inspired By Neo Rauch (Off the Park Press, 2009) and The Triumph of Poverty: Poetry Inspired by the Work of Nicole Eisenman (Off The Park Press, 2012). She lives in Cambridge, Mass. 

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Lily Beaumont
My father emails me in 2020

and tells me about an article he’s written.
In Seattle, it seems, they’re taking down the revolution.
CHAZ. Full of weirdos is his verdict, joking,
“I’m a communist who hates the people.”
God, I think, same, but strike the “the”—let’s not
be too specific. Also, I haven’t really read Marx.
I guess I’m waiting for the Buzzfeed quiz:
“Design your ideal bedroom and we’ll tell you if
you’re a democratic socialist, anarcho-syndicalist,
or a green libertarian.” TBH, I still mostly want
to be a princess, though preferably in Middle-
Earth, or at least some remote planet; I go to
protests every weekend veiled in ethereal
perfumes no one can smell six feet away
and through a mask.

My father asks about my cat, who’s in remission
from FIP. Caused by a coronavirus, treated
by Chinese knock-offs of remdesivir in lieu
of proper and unprofitable veterinary patents.
For three months, I’d become a cat-mom
criminal, doing drop-offs in Starbucks parking lots.
It was after one such rendezvous that I first saw
a photo of Li Wenliang in my newsfeed,
and thought about interconnectivity in a way
that made me feel good and also shitty
about myself. Got irritated when, a few months later,
the articles about remdesivir and FIP started to roll out,
like those weeks of nightly injections had all been
plagiarized. But when the revolution comes,
I want to ask, will it also include cats?

—Submitted on 09/20/2020

Lily Beaumont’s poetry and personal essays have appeared in Open Minds Quarterly, Young Ravens Literary Review, Rise Up Review, and other journals. She holds an MA in English and gender studies from Brandeis University, and lives in Central Texas, where she works as a freelance curriculum and study guide developer.

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Tréa Lavery
When the Door Opens

When the door opens
I will breathe in the earth and exhale the sky
(It tastes like lavender and goes down like butter)
And the clouds will tell me that, damn, it’s nice to see me again.
Wake up and smell the sunshine, baby
And join me for a swim under the Eliot Bridge.
Love that dirty water?
We bleached our throats and so the river’s fine.
We’ll eat goat cheese and jam on a squeaky-clean green hillside
And smear dirt on our cheeks and the tips of our noses.
What’s even the worry?
Just like the worms, we’re whole again,
Not that we ever really fell apart in the first place.
Those clouds sure do shine brightly
When we’re out here in the rain.

—Submitted on

Tréa Lavery‘s poems have appeared in Hashtag Queer, Memory & Remembering, and the anthology Shades of Pride (TL;DR Press, 2019), as well as other journals and anthologies. She lives in Boston. Twitter @TreaLavery

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Darcy Isla
Unlocked

we leave our front doors
unlocked these days

we have bigger worries
than taking each other’s stuff

stuff, our only companion, only engagement
the very sight of it suddenly abhorrent

instead we long for someone
to dare to cross our thresholds

take away our false company
and forage in our presence
share in our breath

we set traps
nude pictures on Instagram
child’s play in the window
an elaborate display of shiny treasures

shake our tail feathers in our living rooms
in the hope of other bodies
springing to attention

responding to our calls
into the void

and when they indulge their desire
in our forbidden private spaces

when they come within arm’s reach
we can take them up in our arms

and dance them to the kitchen counter
proffering our range of drinks for guests

—Submitted on 09/20/2020

Darcy Isla‘s work has appeared in Alpha Female Society, Forever Endeavour, Calm Down Magazine, Vagabond City Lit, and 330 Words. 

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Ginger Yifan Chen
this city will breathe again this city will breathe again

the fog creeps past the window at night,
my new roommate sticks his head out &
breathes in & points, “the fog” he says, at
the marked boundaries of the streetlight,
at the dragon’s breath of the sea.

my new roommate leaves boxes of pizza
on the shared kitchen counter my new
roommate smokes at the front steps my
new roommate cooks better than my
parents ever did my new room

peeks out to rows of empty windows. people
are leaving because of the air, the thing in
the air we don’t talk about & my new room
mate & i keep our distance in the kitchen,
the tile-topped island protects us.

i eat his pizza & i think of high school again,
of playgrounds empty of children but occupied
by teenagers (us), i think about how i will always
love this goddamned city. my new roommate
points & i turn my head & the bus passes by (the 5)
and the powerlines spark &

i remember the field & the park near Austin’s
house, the bleachers by the always-empty baseball
field (much like the underpopulated swings) & i
wonder when Je ́sus told Christine he loved her &
when she loved him back &

i wonder wonder wonder when the city will feel
alive again when i will move without fear again
when the city will breathe again its ugly dirty breath
its beautiful cold foggy salty breath its clam-chowder-
from-the-pier smell-of-sourdough taqueria-california-
burrito shrimp-dumpling-take-out breath, its sea-howl-
that-hits-me-when-i-cross-Cabrillo-St-breath.

i wake up at 6am to some neighbor’s alarm,
loud for 15 minutes and echoing through gray street,
i walk up the hill again run up the hill again breathe up the
hill again, i huff with cabbages in my backpack, with fish sauce
& bamboo shoots in chili oil in my backpack, i lock my
door again i lock my door again i close my door

i eat my new roommate’s pizza till i am full to bursting i
close the window when i hear wet coughs outside i stay
& i stay & i stay still inside & it rains & we have a one-day
heatwave & the sun & the fog they come & come & they
go & go & go & i am still in love i still love you i still love you
& i’m sorry i left i’m sorry i left i’m not sorry i left & please tell me
tell me tell me do you still love me, san francisco?

—Submitted on 09/12/2020

Ginger Yifan Chen is a recent graduate of Chapman University in Orange, California. Her poetry has appeared in the undergraduate art and literary magazine Calliope, The Underground Experimental Zine (also at Chapman), and Kelp Journal.

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Christian Sammartino
Supper with Fried Apples Ending in the World Series

You peel back the skins of a few apples
            with the blade of our best knife, split them
into unbroken spirals of delicate gold.

They are worthy of the tales of comets,
            the vapor trails on the moonshots the Sox
launch into orbit over Fenway.

Your palms are slick with juice that gleams
            just as bright as stadium lights and the morning dew
in the orchards back in the Lehigh Valley.

We could grocery shop in the Back Bay
            with those shades of gold. We could own this whole city 
with that hometown discount, walk off home run swagger.

You make me a believer, even as you pretend
            the incantations you mutter are just instructions
for this ramshackle recipe, not a prayer for work.

Not a quiet anthem to disguise the grumbling
            from your stomach, which groans like an anxious
crowd in the bottom of the ninth.

Dog days are fading into September harvests,
            sizzling like the cast iron skillet on our stove,
burning our last drops of clover honey,

filling our appetite with a hive of radiant
            light so bright it oozes all over the half-moon
slices of apples you cut and keeps going until

Commonwealth buzzes with a glowing
            colony of wings from Boston College to Park Street.
Until mothers sing your recipie as a lullaby.
 
We don’t celebrate with sprayed champagne,
            championship parades up Lansdowne and Boylston.
Our trophy ceremony is eating apples straight from the pan
 
as sugar and honey drips off crescent slices,
            until we have batted for the whole lunar cycle,
and our cabinets are as empty as the new moon.

You became my favorite player—the way you won
            the World Series of our last meal, loved the orchard
of our starvation until it was heavy with fruit.

—Submitted on 09/12/2020

Christian Sammartino is the founding editor of the Rising Phoenix Review. His poems have appeared in Yes Poetry, Rogue Agent, Apiary, Tilde, Ghost City Press, and other journals. Sammartino studied religion and philosophy at West Chester University, and is a library communications technician at Francis Harvey Green Library. When he is not writing poetry, or creating new graphic designs for his library, you can find him hiking through Pennsylvania’s state parks with his wife Kelsey.

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Christian Sammartino
Vigil

Your breath arriving in torrential gasps
             while you sleep in this hospital bed
is the first thunderstorm of spring.
 
Lightning’s silver fingers explode from your mouth,
            illuminating translucent hospital gowns, frantically
clinging to a clothes line above our bodies.

Those gowns murmur the muscle memory
            your body spent summers crafting, then tucked
inside those gossamer threads.

As the fabric fills with barrels of rainwater,
            your lungs recall the shape they made when
you first inhaled the scent of wild junipers.

When you gazed through Angel’s Window and
            promised to grow up as patiently as the Colorado River.
How you breathed so deeply the whole sky

above the Grand Canyon inhabited your lungs.
            As if to say, joy chooses to live in the absences
we carve, the spaces we convince to be sacred.

Your breath begs the ecstatic air, crackling
            with florescent light, to transform into a body
who can inhabit the contours of that holy shape.

Thrashing tongues of wind threaten to tear
            the gowns off the line and shred them until
the tatters blow through the streets,

like tumbleweeds christening a town full of ghosts.

I keep vigil over year bedside, monitoring
            the storm that threatens to steel you from me
on a Doppler Radar—call me a tornado chaser

in the eye of the funnel cloud. call me a dumb
            daredevil for holding your hand.
Wake up from this and call me anything.

I will stay up all night with a needle and thread,
            coaxing my hands to sew a blanket from the cloth
you discard in the wind. Stitch by stitch,

            I will make a patchwork quilt
                        out of your vanishing breaths.

I will carry your joy around my shoulders
            like a prayer shawl. I will make
my body a cathedral carved and blessed

            with the shroud from your tabernacle.

I vow to worship by your bedside, until
            your fever breaks, until your hospital bracelet
is cut from your wrist—until you trade  

the shape of your hospital gown for the shape
            you make in my old shirt—until your lungs
are strong enough to say my name again.

—Submitted on 09/12/2020

Christian Sammartino is the founding editor of the Rising Phoenix Review. His poems have appeared in Yes Poetry, Rogue Agent, Apiary, Tilde, Ghost City Press, and other journals. Sammartino studied religion and philosophy at West Chester University, and is a library communications technician at Francis Harvey Green Library. When he is not writing poetry, or creating new graphic designs for his library, you can find him hiking through Pennsylvania’s state parks with his wife Kelsey.

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Christian Sammartino
Equinox / Outbreak

Today the sun is an IV bag dripping
light to us through a slender tube of clouds.

We call this the first day of spring,
a slow trickle of raindrops pleading with the earth

to forget all this violence. Forget the body
and it’s breaking. Forget the feeling a fever

makes in the morning mist as it dispatches
chills through the lightning rod of your spine.

Today’s first color is the sharp silver tip of a needle
gleaming in my wife’s arm in the emergency room.

The first sound of spring is her name
becoming a hospital bracelet in my mouth,

Followed by the unfolding of pediatric masks
over our mouths to sequester our breathing.

In the waiting room, I gaze at the sky and see a weather
system of hospital beds floating above East Marshall Street.

All the clouds have been quarantined
and are working from home. Maybe they labor

hand making miracles or testing kits to spare
the people I love from the angel of death.

Maybe they rest beside the god I pray my wife
does not meet today or the next day.

But maybe they never took the doctors’ orders,
and are still above us, pleading for her fever to break

into conservatories flush with lush flowers, mercifully
returning from their slumber in the underworld.

I have never wished harder for her body
to personify springtime, for her to become

a garden of crocuses, perennially returning
to me from the relentless oblivion of winter.

—Submitted on 09/12/2020

Christian Sammartino is the founding editor of the Rising Phoenix Review. His poems have appeared in Yes Poetry, Rogue Agent, Apiary, Tilde, Ghost City Press, and other journals. Sammartino studied religion and philosophy at West Chester University, and is a library communications technician at Francis Harvey Green Library. When he is not writing poetry, or creating new graphic designs for his library, you can find him hiking through Pennsylvania’s state parks with his wife Kelsey.

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